Day minus 2

Hmmm starting to feel ever so slightly apprehensive now.  Not so much about the operation but more that the results will be worth it. Should be admitted to hospital tomorrow... 

It's been a good day today and taking my 2 yr old daughter to her first Bristol City match was a proud moment for me and certainly took my mind off of things.  But, having spent the day trying to distract myself, I now find myself sat here trying to figure out exactly how I'm feeling about prospect of going into hospital tomorrow and the operation itself just so that I can update this blog!!  The truth is I'm not feeling too bad about it but it is definitely creeping into my thoughts a lot more. 


I could do with the wife being here really.  She is deservedly spending the weekend on a pre-arranged spa break with my sister-in-law.  I didn't want her to cancel... it means I don't have to feel as guilty when I'm in recovery at home and calling on her every 5 minutes.  I have even bought a wireless doorbell so that I can keep the button at the side of my bed and ring the bell to summons her.  I don't think she is impressed.  But yeah, I need her here really because I now need to order a takeaway for 2 people just so that I qualify for delivery as I can't leave the kids.  Besides, the house could do with a tidy and I could do with another beer.  (Love ya really babe!).


Now where did I put that menu...